Fear

I'm a pretty controlling guy. It bothers me when I don't have total control of a situation, so when it's possible, I try to control as much as I can. This, I would say, is a pretty negative trait.
I love my ex girlfriend dearly. I want only the best for her, but my current girlfriend is so much more rich and...fuck I can't think of any other words to describe her without sounding like a fag. Lots of people talk shit about her and say that I can do so much better, but I really don't think i can. She's awesome and I hope it stays this way.
She's a very unique person. I see great potential in terms of falling in love with her. Fuck I can't even put my thoughts down in order.
I really want to ask her to prom. I think I'll buy her some flowers and maybe some jewelry sometime soon.